informal theme

the state of the [beloved]

5:22a - 16APRIL2010

To be loved is to be known, to be known is to be loved... okay, it might be the other way around... but just the same---to me, it is to know the self, too.

Nascent things spring as I allow myself to be one step more (and a thousand times a thousand augmented) engaged in the Love of the One that's True. It's not because His Love has become greater, for it cannot be--It has been and will always be too great to comprehend. It's just that--this season--I have been made [more] conscious of a Love existent since time and extant by reason of space.

This Love--abundant, expressive and compelling. Wheeew.

I just came from one of the replete whiles with the Lord at the mezzanine. I go there despite its current mess of scaffolds, because I love the cold waft of air deprived of us at our hidden home; the view of the sky and the perfect solitaire it ushers. And today, minus them, one thing that arrested me early--is the audible voice amplifying the kindest of kindest invitations to be [loved]--the assurance of this altruistic devotion to one imperfect--me.

(Okay, that's just my way of letting things sink and and get in.)

Finally, I got it. Yes, I am loved. I have heard it, read it, seen it. But now--I begin to understand [some more] of it. (hehe)

Come closer. Stay with me. Speak for I will listen. The voice is clearest than it ever was.

Waaaah... (simple words... but it exposed the me that I have been and is bidding me to the new me that I can be...) I grappled for some back-words--yet I only managed a sigh. Tears flowed... and I started to speak to the Voice that also hears.

And then I found myself un-shy-ingly (=p) rehearsing some dreams... boldly story-ing some thoughts... spontaneously shared my currencies (as if He's not updated)... Asked old questions... Formulated new ones... Haha, I was so honest... For I certainly know there are no judgments; no restrictions; no doubt in the One who loves hearing and watching me [be]. 

Jesus' Love---God's love---He is Love. What a mystery! It brings in beautiful people and circumstances. It places me in the [where] I rightfully belong--the state of the [beloved] I have skipped or feasibly thought but have never entered in. 

In-Love... I guess it means---"to be inside this greatly perfect and perfecting kind of Love in Christ Jesus." Yes, in-this-Love. It is a state that makes one so much aware about the Lover and the Moment, otherwise, it's all in vain.


This Love---inexhaustible and evident; strong and stubborn; long and high; deep and wide.

Who can escape?


Love of my life, Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
Give me your life, Lust and the lies
The past you're afraid I might see
You've been running away from me

You're my beloved, Lover I'm yours
Death shall not part us, It's you I died for
For better or worse, Forever we'll be
Our it unites us
It binds you to me, It's a mystery

Love of my life, Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
I'm the giver of life, I'll clothe you in white
My immaculate bride you will be
Oh come running home to me yeah *now*

You're my beloved, Lover I'm yours
and Death shall not part us, It's you I died for
For better or worse, Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us, and it binds you to me yea now now

Well you've been a mistress, my wife
Chasing lovers it won't satisfy
Won't you let me make you my bride
You will drink of my lips
And**taste new life


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